who decided that weekends have to be happening?
woo. damn high now. haha. went to e new asia bar with bong to drink as i've never been there before. was minding our own business till this bunch of uncles came to chat us up and treated us beer and champagne. haha. was sitting beside the whole big group of them and apparently they got drunk or high or sth. a combination of beer, cocktail, liquor shooters and champagne is apparently not good, since i am quite high now. woo. shall bring myself back to earth soon.
thought about alot, and had a sudden realisation a week ago. so stupid of me to be clinging on to sth that is so unreachable and vague. i guess i've known it all along, but blatant denial just clouded me from realising it consciously. does self denial equate plain stupidity, seriously?
devastating truth. and the truth is always hard to swallow, i guess.
chee how just enlisted today. haha. time to be a man, dude. we'll see how things go when he books out 14 days later. maybe things will be brought to another level, or maybe not. we'll see how things go.
so many assignments and projects, so little time. whatever i do, it's never enough. screwed up profs and over ambitious essays are driving me crazy too. and yet i have spare time to think about what i shouldn't. someone, please, pull me back...
i guess i should hate you.
